It kinda sucks seeing how much has changed.
You don’t really notice it when it’s then & there. But, if you look back after a long period of time, you’ll see how much things have changed & see how much hasn’t. But usually, there’s a greater percentage that things did change. The people that you used to talk to slowly just drifted apart without noticing, how much you have changed etc… It’s like reality check. So, hold onto what you have now & make the best of it before who knows what happens to it.
This really needs to stop. You’re jealous of what they have. You’re just mad because you don’t have something real. And fuck you, saying she needs to get run over by a truck. And anyway, it’s gonna take a lot more than getting hit by a truck to fix you.







